So next time I decide to secretly smoke in my room I should figure out how to open my window before I light the cigarette. Also it would be wise to get some cheaper perfume to cover up the smell, I don't really wanna waste my good stuff.

Doesn't matter where I've been or where I'm going.

Here is an update of sorts....
I'm single, and have been for over a month.
Camille and I moved into an apartment, I have my own room, and it is huge.
Got my cheek piercings taken out. Had to be cut out, it hurt a bit.
Still work for Blizzard Entertainment.
My septum is now at an 8, looks really good.
I've had a few mental breakdowns and a friend of mine passed away.
Going to Chicago in Oct. for Riot Fest.
I've quit drinking, I'm only on day 2, but it is pretty imperative to my mental well being.
Made a lot of new friends, got reacquainted with some old ones.
My hair has finally grown back some.
I'm still madly in love with Derek, but I'm working on that.
I'm totally alone for the first time since I was 18.

Going to 3 shows this weekend.
Tomorrow I'm making cookies with Cory and we are going to get veggie heaven for lunch.
Then I'm going to burn some cds to take to Ashley on Friday, and read Batman R.I.P.


Me and Lucy. BBQ at the victim house.

Serial Mom, duh.

So I turned 23 on Wednesday. We celebrated last night....I got annihilated.


Billy Idol style.

( Eventually I puked. )

Yea it was epic.
I got a lot of rad gifts. My dad bought me three 50$ bras at Victoria Secert.
Cory and I broke up last week, but he still got me a gift.

They are sick! I've wanted them for a while too.

Derek got me 3 mini posters(Demons, TCM 2(original), Re-animator) and this amazing edition of Frankenstein. Bernie Wrightson's drawings are incredible.


The rest of my gifts are going to be arriving late. Adam and Sean are going to give me tattoo money. Camille I guess is going to do Birthday stuff with me tomorrow.

Today I hung out with one of my best friends, Sean.
We drove all over town trying to find him a vest.
I got Derek some batman stuff. I got myself a G.O.R.T. keychain.
Can't get the stench of vomit out of the carpet.

Anti-Nowhere League - Rocker

Fuck yes. No one will play this with me cause I'm so damn good.

Last night I saw Morrissey!! Best Easter Ever! It was so rad, he'd play a Smith's song then a Morrissey song. We had pretty good seats too.

My birthday is in less than month, 23 days to be exact. My dad is going to let me pick out a bike, cheaper than a car, and I still can't drive anyways. Hah.

Got my ear's pierced on Friday, at a ten gauge, honestly the most uncomfortable piercing I've gotten. Most people start off at like 18 or 16, but I said fuck it. Still no new tattoos, soon. I need to get a hair cut first.

Our friend Adam is looking to buy a house and Camille, Sean, and I are going to live with him, we may have already found a place. It is way fucking rad, has a pool with hot tub and lights! Oh my god I can't wait to get my own room, I'm sick of this couch buisness.

I have some pretty epic drunk pictures, I may do a post later.

My mom said that if I was a boy she wanted to name me Motley.

I would change my name to Danger.

Fuck yes!

I'm having a few beers before we had downtown for 2 dollar pint night at the Jackalope.

I'll post any pictures, if they happen.

I got a 4 row pyramid belt, sick.

New Castle pints for 2 dollars, life is way good.

Tacos, Pizza, and Beer.
This is what I run on.

I'd do a longer post but I gotta catch a bus to meet up with Cory.

Punk rock karaoke was a blast, and I totally got drunk! Hahaha
St.Pattys was a blast and I totally got drunk! Yea we went to a show at Head Hunters, that night was actually pretty crazy, no time for details. But there are some nice action shots of us doing irish car bombs.

So SXSW started on Wed. and Camille left for California on Thur. I went to 6 shows during the whole festival. It was one crazy drunken blur! Had so much fun!! I picked up three records, The Spits, The Lost Sounds, and The Cute Lepers(who I saw on friday). Camille let Cory borrow her car while she was gone, so we got to hang out alot. Anyways I don't have the energy to go into much detail but I have been doing alot of living. Camille got back tonight, I cleaned the whole house before she got in. Tomorrow is my friday, on the real friday I'm going to see The Dicks! So fucking stoked.

I may even have photos up soon. :)

I still seem to be drinking too much....

Today I was woken from a peaceful alcohol induced nap by a couple of jehovah witnesses. Now typically I am a jerk to anyone who wakes me up, even more so when the fate of my "mortal soul" is brought into question. But today I was reasonable, I kindly stammered "I respect your religion, but it just isn't for me" see I too can be an adult. Still spending a lot of time with Cory, throughly enjoying myself. I introduced Camille to my friend Richard, they seem to have hit off and he is currently building me a bike, rad! Went to the Cinematic Titanic show, it was beyond amazing! My cheek piercings seem to be healing nicely. Also looks like I may be getting a tattoo with tomorrow's pay check, don't want to go into details here would totally sound dumb, you just gotta see it. Going to Punk Rock Karaoke on Saturday, leaving my I.D. at home so I can't get drunk enough to sing anything. My hair is starting to grow back, I'm going back to the Nikki Sixx cicra 1982 style.

Liars
Cheating
Snoring
Putting their legs on mine
Musically retarded
No style
Being not skinny
Insecurity
Snobby
Whiners
Desire for children
Cocaine
Religious(I know that is kind of shitty of me)
Normal People
Oral piercings
Animal Haters
Straight edge
Jealousy
Being timid
Lack of interest in sex
Jerks
Being negative
Idiots

I think it would be easier for me to list off the deal makers.
I like skinny punk guys, in skin tight clothes. They got to know as much about music as I do, an interest in comic books or monster movies is a plus. I like dudes that are down to do anything, aren't to into themselves, but are totally cool with who they are.

I have 4 morning routines, these 2 are the most common....

I am woken up by the most annoying phone alarm known to man. I let out a low growl and move over to cuddle Cory. 15 mins later there's another audio assault, another growl, then I snuggle even closer to Cory. Shortly after the second alarm Cory says something about not wanting to go to work and that he needs to get ready. I watch him get dressed and go back to sleep for a little bit. Then I am halfway awake for kisses, well wishes and conformation of future plans. Then I am woken up once more by the gentle buzz of my phone vibrating, it is either 8 or 9 depending on if I'm going to work or not. I text Cory, let him know that I am awake and wish him a good day. If its my day off I dick around for a bit, do morning stuff, I'm usually out the door by 10. If its work I find my clothes, check the weather then make a mad dash for the 8:34 bus, which I ride til 9:20am when it reaches my apartment. Once at home it is a crazed rush to get clean, dressed, and fed. I'm out the door by 9:45, I walk to work while smoking a cigarette.

I drove around a parking lot for 10mins yesterday.
I got bored, we need a bigger space for me to practice.
I finally made it to the grocery store, and they sold me beer!
I got my cheeks pierced, micro-dermal implants, look it up.
The left one wasn't so bad, but the right one fucking hurt.
Then I went home, drank a six pack of New Castle, and watched the latest Narnia film.
I was in bed before 1am, go me.
I woke up at 6am and saw that my left hand was covered in blood.
I ran to the bathroom and the right side of my face was all bloody.
Guess I hit myself in my sleep.
Right now I only have healing posts in, I look stupid, but I'll have gems in there soon.

Tonight I have to go back to the shop.
Then Cory is going to come over.
We are going to watch What We Do is Secret. Its a movie about the Germs.
Oh and my ipod charger broke, so no more music at work, fucking sucks.

On a friday night....all 7.

Hahaha. Enough of that shit.

I'm drinking beer because I am too lazy to cook.
Not getting gnarly wasted, just making my stomach shut up.
Tomorrow is my friday, hooray!
Work has been super rad, I got put on a really cool team.
I pretty much listen to thrash and answer questions all day.
Oh and they keep it nice and dark, rad!

Got a lot of plans for my day off.
Going to stay at Cory's tomorrow night, way rad.
Thursday I absolutly must go to the DMV, I never replaced my ID.
I can only get into a couple of bars and Camille is sick of it.
Also I can't buy my own beer, which might be a good thing.

Friday I have an appointment to get my cheeks pierced.
Then we are suppose to go see Born To Lose.
I don't know though, I have work the next day.
But I'm pretty sure no one is going to let me not go.

No, I am a machine.

Anyways, so I have a boyfriend.
He is rad.
His name is Cory.
I have been drinking alot lately.
I won't be for much longer.
I got 13 tattooed behind my left ear.
Also Cory stretched my septum up to a 10.
I'm going to go one higher.
I have the apointment to get my cheeks done this friday.
No pictures cause I look like shit lately, I really miss my hair.

I am an optimistic realist.

Its been nothing but rock'n'roll, beer, and one fast boy for the past few weeks.

Now I'm indulging in some pizza and Sponge Bob.

Yesterday I went for another 4 mile walk.
I got a huge blister the bottom of my foot, fucking smarts!
I had to tape a batman band-aid to it, cause it wouldn't stay on its own.
Derek took me out to Veggie Heaven, their steamed buns are my new favorites.
Veggie Heaven is almost exclusively vegan. :D
After that we went to the comic book shop.
We got a vault of horror re-issue and The Dark Night Returns, which is amazing!
Later that night I meet a bunch of ladies at Trudy's to see Georgia off.
My i.d. split in half so I couldn't drink, fine by me.

Today I didn't feel well at all. :(
My foot really hurts and I'm pretty uncomfortable.
We hit up Wheatsville Co-op, I got a brownie and organic ginger ale.
Later I was still hungry so I got a steam bun from VH.
We didn't do much today on account of me feeling bad.
We watched 3 movies, Benders Game(futurama), Tales From The Crypt, and Vault Of Horror.
Tonight I just want to stay in and read.

Today I walked 4 miles.

Its almost 3am.

Today I went downtown to trade cds with Ashley.
I gave her a Devo anthology and Crispin Glovers album.
Met Georgia down there and we went to my favorite bar, didn't drink.
Just ate some fries and chatted, she goes back to CA on friday.
Derek and I finished up the Young Ones and then we watched the other shows on the boxset.
I think we're gunna buy Bottom soon.
After that...well I've been smoking and doing little else.

Oh and I start my new job on Monday.
My new title is Game Master, rad I know.

When soaking my septum in salt water I snorted some up into my sinuses.
Hurts.
Today I painted my nails(turquoise) and cleaned the living room.
I'm not sure if I actually have any intentions of quitting smoking.
Tonight I had vegan tamales with sour supreme, yum!
Maybe I'll take a picture of my hair tomorrow, for everyone's amusement.